I want each and every person on this earth to realize the power of God’s love in their life. Knowing this all-mighty being is not only aware of us but loves us perfectly is powerful. It brings hope, meaning, and power to our often difficult lives. Lean into God’s love for you. Trust it and find joy in it.
Here is an entry for my ketamine Journal related to God’s love.
7/10/25
Intention: fill me with faith and confidence.
I felt like I was going deep within myself to heal
I don’t remember a lot, but I had the impression of light and a presence touching me. It was powerful, familiar, wonderful, and substantial. I saw something like a bubble of light that was substantial. It was touching another bubble that I knew was me. It felt so good. I just knew that Heavenly Father had hugged me. He also sent me a message, and it was to “go the distance“. I felt that it meant not to give up. To seek to live a long, full life. Give it my all. To be faithful and true.
I had the impression of being stamped or tattooed, as if it was burned into my soul, into the core of who I am. The stamp was a mark that indicated I am loved by God personally and individually, and truly, and deeply loved and even claimed by God. That I am one of his beloved ones.
Later, I was thinking that if I am loved by God, then it doesn’t matter what other people think of me or how much they like me, because God is all-knowing and He loves me and wants to be with me.
I remember feeling things change, and it was like the spirit left. It was like other times, and I was left with just the ketamine and weird thoughts and visions. Later, I felt the spirit come back, and I had the impression that God was taking the spirit away from me during ketamine so that I would realize more what the spirit feels like. Because when it is always there, it’s hard to really know what it feels like.
~ Look up “ go the distance.”
~ Know that God actually reached out and touched me in some amazing way.
~ Know I am loved by God. What others think doesn’t matter.