We are often so dissatisfied with our lives. We tend to spend our energy focusing on what we would change about our lives and the things that are making us unhappy. In the following ketamine experience, I learned that I can be happy and rejoice in my life just as it is. Even the things that challenge us are blessings in our lives.
8/7/25
Intention: Fill me with vitality for life
I remember truth and love. I came away knowing that truth and love are the most important things to me personally. I value them above everything else, and they are what bring me the most joy.
I remember thinking about what my ideal life scenario would be like, and it was like I was trying to create it in my ketamine experience, but there kept being problems. Like maybe in the scenario my life turned out to be too boring, or I didn’t learn or grow enough. No matter how ideal the scenario seemed, there were always some problems, like my not being challenged enough to reach my full potential. When it came right down to it (if I knew everything), then I would choose to have exactly the life that I have now.
As I was coming out, I was happy that my house was not a shack. My house is so much better than a shack. It functions better, is more spacious, is more beautiful, and is probably cleaner too. I have better living conditions than most people in the world, and I can rejoice in that. It is not as nice as most of the people around me, but I can still rejoice that it is better than most people have had or do have.
~ Rejoice that my life is just the way I want it to be.
~ Spend time each day, enjoying truth and love.
Wonderful!